| Monday, December 14th, 2009 |
| 2:34 pm |
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| Tuesday, December 8th, 2009 |
| 9:12 pm |
I am finished being angry. |
| Wednesday, November 4th, 2009 |
| 9:52 am |
right?
i have swine flu. yesterday I went to the doctor and she put some swab down my throat, then she came back in the room with a mask over her face and told me not to leave my house for the next week. Dr. Rake made me also put a mask over my face. I proceeded to leave the Doctors office cursing in front of little children. shit's tight. |
| Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009 |
| 6:11 pm |
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| Sunday, September 13th, 2009 |
| 11:58 pm |
girlfriends ruin music and i ruin girlfriends. |
| Sunday, August 23rd, 2009 |
| 10:20 pm |
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| Thursday, August 6th, 2009 |
| 5:39 am |
oh man.
I have this vivid memory of myself and Brittany Haling hanging out, laying on my bed in 2004. Most likely early spring. Before April, probably February or March of 2004. It was sort of a bad idea having a girl in my room when I was 15, but it's obvious that I didn't care at the time. It is funny to think about having a girl ask you in a quiet whimper "what do you want the most in the world? one thing?" sort of in this 18 year old sex driven 'I wanna be your dog' manner. I truly did want this pretty girl to be my dog, but instead of the obvious I blare out the most ridiculous, irrational, but sort of untouchable and somewhat relevant answer "THE GAZA STRIP!" while my father is banging out this Rachmaninoff Piano Concerto in God knows what key (I THINK it was C Minor.) I don't know it yet, but I hate my life. I am a horrible, horrible person. |
| Saturday, August 1st, 2009 |
| 3:45 am |
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| Sunday, March 29th, 2009 |
| 6:05 am |
'mama say son, I ain't got no food today tit for tat, butter for fish there's a little porridge in the dish mama say son, you've got to stay home today there's a hole in the roof you've got to make it waterproof son, daddy left you were from you were four I've got to struggle 'cos I am poor she said, food is a very hard thing to find sometime I feel like I'm going out of my mind mama say son, today look like a rainy day but the food I ain't got enough rain a fall but dutty tough' |
| Tuesday, March 24th, 2009 |
| 5:18 pm |
I dislike all of you. Leave me alone. - s.cosand |
| Sunday, March 8th, 2009 |
| 5:09 am |
I wish I was on the road to Ada Foah. |
| Tuesday, March 3rd, 2009 |
| 4:37 am |
 No thanks Mom & Dad. Current Music: what do you think |
| Sunday, February 22nd, 2009 |
| 10:55 pm |
my car smells like alfred carpenter's old apartment before he died. Ford Probe R.I.P. |
| Thursday, February 12th, 2009 |
| 4:45 am |
it feels like junior high  May 30th @ The Clubhouse w/ Mayhem, Cephalic Carnage, Cattle Decapitation, & Withered. Oh man. I am SOOO stoked to see Marduk for the first time. Current Music: MARDUK |
| Monday, January 26th, 2009 |
| 5:44 am |
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I honestly don't care what I spend the rest of my life doing. All I know is that I want to spend the rest of it in Africa. Current Music: The Mountain Goats. |
| Tuesday, December 16th, 2008 |
| 5:40 am |
don't care about anything.
I love my job more than most things right now. No matter how stressful it might be making sandwiches for retarded drunk idiots, committing yourself to something you don't necessarily care about is awesome. In all seriousness. I love it. Tonight my manager and I yelled at each other for about 20 minutes straight and I feel so much better than I have in the past few months. Current Music: unwound, best band ever |
| Thursday, December 11th, 2008 |
| 8:44 am |
My Cosandium identity is not bound to a band or playing in a band and it never has been, but the constant cycle of music in my life is a direct result of the atmosphere in my parents house. My parents definitely don't take as much interest in smashing the state and learning to skate as I do, but whatever. |
| Wednesday, December 3rd, 2008 |
| 4:13 am |
Dear Liverjounal
I've slept 4 hours in the past 3 days. Over 9 pots of coffee, 8 articles read and properly cited, 12 papers written, 6 online tests taken, and now I can take a break. - steven |
| Thursday, November 27th, 2008 |
| 1:06 pm |
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| Tuesday, October 21st, 2008 |
| 5:00 pm |
I woke up around 10:30 this morning and there was a pile of dog crap next to the bathroom door. Thanks Chuck. My new band, Vanguard Party, has some rough songs online if anybody wants to listen to them http://www.myspace.com/vanguardpartyaz |